AFFLICTION: a state of being in pain, grief, misery, or distress.
There have
been moments when I have felt pain. My heart hurt. Uncontrollable tears fall
from my eye, and an internal turmoil began.
I would
battle with myself for being weak. For allowing, the pressures of my
circumstance weigh me down. I would tell myself that I was stronger than this.
Vulnerability, equated weakness, and I could not, would not allow the world
giggle at my imperfection.
But the truth
is. I wasn’t. I wasn’t even strong enough to hold back tears.
Like many of
us, I used to wallow in my grief, misery and distress. I would allow the enemy
make a fool of me. I would act, react, overreact, and underreact to my current
state, from a heart that was consumed by disdain, unhappiness and sorrow. My
mood would reflect my mood and I would be unable to shield that from my
countenance.
What I was
unconsciously doing here was giving too much power to that AFFLICTION.
BUT
GOD…….(Halleluyah*********)
I have come
to realise that as a child of the creator, external/internal factors that seek
to make a mockery of the Joy, which is my strength, run the risk of being
‘taken out’ by the creator. God is in the business of ‘uprooting’.
I am daily
learning to let God fight my battles for me because he already won the WAR. I
have to admit, allowing a deity that is so much more beautiful, divine; awesome
than my mind could ever comprehend to mitigate my misfortunes is difficult.
However, as I previously mentioned, God is in the business of ‘uprooting’.
Again, like
many of us, I can be adamant, headstrong, sometimes unyielding, and I would
rather try and fail, fail and fail again before I ever ask anyone for help.
Nevertheless, God is renewing my mind, and daily teaching me that I need to
want to need him, otherwise he cannot deliver me. He bids me to come to him,
because I am weary and he will give me rest. I have to obey that commandment
and COME.
What are
those afflictions, which continue to hurt your heart, ruin your mascara, birth
more afflictions?
There is an
overwhelming sense of freedom that comes with release. When you know that
someone greater, bigger, stronger has got it, and you no longer have to hold
it, rack your brain for a way to fix it, cry over it…
Release
yourself from the shackles of affliction. Cease to grant them the power to
control you…. Let God Deliver You.
Love and
Light xx
P.S. Today's post was written
by a sister friend of mine, Grace Nquot (You can check out her blog http://gracefulthinking.wordpress.com/). I could relate to every single
sentence in the post because I've been there before, I know exactly how it feels to be
suffering deep within when everybody thinks you are okay based on what they see but God saw me through
it all.
I don't know what kind of pain, distress, misery or trial you are
currently going through LL The good news
I know is that God is able and willing to see you through it all only if you will just
cast all your cares upon him. Remember the bible says in Psalms 34:19
"Many are the afflictions of the righteous but the Lord delivers him out
of them all.” God will surely deliver
you so keep trusting! Hold on and be strong JJJ All will be
well JJJ
Need something else to cheer you up? Check out this video on youtube http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xrr2aqlCPz8
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Have a fabulous weekend
With Love,
LadyMayxx
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